My muchness

In the movie Jhonny Depp is the mad hatter, and he has in the eyes the sadness of whom had seen villages burned to ashes...
He's waiting for Alice, he believes in her.
Alice is in denial, repudiating her duties as a hero. She wants to be in control of her own dreams, she wants to escape her destiny.She's lost in wonderland.

The mad hatter says: You used to be much muchier before. Yes you were much more Alice the last time we met. You have lost your muchness

Well I did lost my muchness in this wonderland of red buses...I'll bring me back. Promised.